Thursday, October 1, 2009

中秋如此多Fun

12樓天台看煙花
奇特黑夜攝影
專人示範制作花式燈籠
法式美食
...

Tonite, we have a very special BSF gathering, no lectures, no questions and answers session, BSF becomes brothers and sisters fun gathering ... Frankly if tmr were a holiday we would have more fun lighting the lantern and hanging out on the roof for a wonderful MOON nite.

Wow - my first Mid Autumn Festival in HK since 1999 !!! Can't wait for the pics to come through ...

Saturday, September 12, 2009

标杆人生

"我的存在不是偶然,我的存在是你主宰; 我的生命是你的期待,因我是你的真愛。"
~ 标杆人生

Really like the lyrics. It somehow echoes the ending of chapter 1 of the book we are reading "Run with the horses" -

"It is unlikely, I think, that Jeremiah was spontaneous or quick in his reply to God's question. The ecstatic ideals for a new life had been splattered with the world's cynicism ... He weighed the options. He counted the cost. He tossed and turned in hesitation. The response when it came was not verbal but biographical. HIS LIFE BECAME HIS ANSWER, " I'll run with the horses" " - Eugene H. Peterson

yes indeed God didn't call us to do easy things, but to do the "right" things ...

Friday, August 21, 2009

是愛 II

「這樣說來、愛就是謙遜地學習完完全全的接納對方,在接納中不斷發掘彼此的美麗,包容彼此的軟弱,光照彼此的幽暗,左掙扎中互相琢磨,醫冶,成長,這就是愛o」 --- 情難捨 (霍王蓮)

Friday, August 14, 2009

是愛

Juz had an interesting discussion with some friends about sex ... thought the following may give us some insights:

"...而“做”出來的“愛”又迷惑了人,似乎在那短暫的過程中,寂寞者已接近天堂。於是“聰明人”肉体上了床,同時就把沉重、複雜的心靈渴望丟在床下──卻也就此和那因沉重而深厚、因等待而珍貴的愛情,擦肩而過了。"


"這個世界上,真正使人心滿足的是愛,人性最深的訴求也是愛。若沒有真正的愛,性便成為一個掉了底的盒子,那渴望把自己最寶貝的歡樂寄存在盒子裡面的人,最終會失望地發現所託非物。"

--- 海外校園 > 第九十六期(2009-08) > 性自由的哀思

Thursday, July 30, 2009

當心情極壞時...

竟然沒有心情發脾氣... 只想像貝殼般緊緊地把自己關起來...外面是風和日麗,是狂風暴雨, 也不想里會...

"壞透頂" - 當透了頂以後, 原來是無頂的黑洞...

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

chaw 墨魚

第一次 chaw 墨魚的經驗很特別 --- 除了因為是下雨天,也是因為有機會跟一些第一次見面的朋友有一點交流o

幾位年輕人(male)在密雲的晚上竟然談到教會裡找不到女朋友的問題 (當時有一個衝動把他們送到Seattle ... 他們才會知道什麼是... )o雖然最後因時間關係沒有很深入的討論, 但卻讓人想到在大燈下的墨魚群o我想墨魚的世界是有點悲劇性o吸引牠們的,不一定為牠們帶來好處o以為找到了,卻是痛苦的開始o在感情的世界裡, 單靠觸覺(對男人而言,可能只有視覺)的尋找,往往讓關係成為利鈞下的犧牲品...

在每天下班的大巴上, 總會看到銅羅彎SOGO附近的墨魚群o他們朝著誘人的光線在急速舞動 ... 有衝著金錢的,有衝著品牌的,有衝著享受的... 彷彿聽到聲音說:"很容易就 chaw 到!"

掠影

大半年了, 生活的軌跡像高速火車上後退的畫面,來不及思想,沒餘暇細看... 給擠到邊上的思緒空間層疊著久未開封的生活點滴開始討厭緩慢的電梯,舖天蓋地的菲/印傭,和永遠在趕時間才亮起的紅燈... 還記得在微涼的季節,禮拜五晚上紅碪火車站附近行人天橋上用二胡奏的"啼笑姻緣" ... 當時停下了腳步,今天卻忽忽地走過... 友人問 am I getting closer to God? 一時惘然o

但感恩的事,實在很多在這裡的弟兄姊妹,也很有意思這是一個非一般的社會,締造出一個又一個非凡的故事... 生命,還是要煉出來.

這一段,色彩斑爛,有一點目眩