tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-328192582181541912012-02-05T07:04:14.756-08:00所 以 我 們 不 喪 膽 ． 外 體 雖 然 毀 壞 、 內 心 卻 一 天 新 似 一 天 。 原 來 我 們 不 是 顧 念 所 見 的 、 乃 是 顧 念 所 不 見 的 ． 因 為 所 見 的 是 暫 時 的 、 所 不 見 的 是 永 遠 的 。 (哥 林 多 後 書 4:16,18)Ah Yuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16186950590851753236noreply@blogger.comBlogger1121100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32819258218154191.post-86712396205209652852012-02-05T06:59:00.000-08:002012-02-05T07:04:14.766-08:00

禱告,尋求,等候,放下,拆毀... 然後再被建立這個星期,求主憐憫。

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是我感激, 路上有你, 越過深海, 嚐過精彩珍惜你,心中念記, 讓愛譜出這份情未怕跌倒, 盡力灌溉, 漫片荒草, 尚見花開風霜雨, 你從未在意, 微笑闊步踏碎傷心時日共您分, 咫尺萬里心同行此際就算不太近, 沿途祝福牽引永不分 年月在變更,風光過後已不留痕主恩裡面你的腳印, 如星海永未暗

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生活,有點像...白老鼠跑輪子趕車,趕燈,趕路,趕在電梯關門前擠進一個角落... 趕上街,趕上網,趕在一天結束前彌補失去了的歡樂...忙工作,忙要樂,忙換面具掩飾真我...追追幹幹, 趕在青春流逝前留下一點感覺除了忽忙,就只剩下一個軀殼明天、又再追趕...

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你的慈愛比天高，比海深，比我的生命更好，你憐憫受傷痛苦的人，你的能力比風強，比山高，沒有難成的事情，覆庇軟弱無助的生命。你的眼睛看著我，從來沒有離開我，我是你寶貝重價贖回的人，你伸出施恩的手，把我緊緊擁抱，我平安，我生命在乎你。到底我在乎什麼？

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今天，看見了眼淚。無論我們如何剛強，難過總讓我們變成軟弱的孩子...天父的孩子-------永遠你是我的孩子永遠不變我愛你我差聖靈翩然降臨如馴鴿平安落在你心永遠我是祢的孩子永遠不變我愛你懇求聖靈翩然降臨如馴鴿平安落在我心紅紅的眼睛,汪汪的淚水...傷痛，是如此深切。眼淚，不一定能帶走痛苦。嘆息，未必能帶來慰籍...願天父的平安和大愛，醫治妳，你，和您。因我們是衪永遠的孩子。

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在這追趕的生活中真的能停下來的時間不多。等車，能停下來，也是其中一種迫不得巳的等待。巴士的型號不太重要，重要的是巴士的車號。每一個號碼都代表著每一個候車人的目標與歸宿。或遠或近，或快或慢，每一個人，總有自己想去或要去的地方。每一輛車的出現，都牽動著等待者的情緒。從盼望的出現，到期待的落空，從緊盯著前方，到遙望人龍的狀況，巴士的經過，讓人歡欣，也教人失落。等的時間越長，越發現世事無常–要繼續等下去嗎？還是找別的？為什麼別人的車總是來得快，來得密？是時間錯了，還是地點改了？是有交通意外嗎？還是司機拉肚子？有人毅然離開，有人苦苦等待。有人泰然自若, 有人惡言相向。千百個問題和假設，不過是那渴望得到卻又遇上現實冷酷的心情止痛藥。時間不停站，等待讓我們在痛苦和快樂中徘徊，也讓我們學習停下來與自己的感覺對話，尋找在真實世界裡的點點美善。終於車到了，心懷釋然之際，發現只走了幾步-車廂已經滿座了‧‧‧"

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星期三晚上三個男人三個故事。酒杯裡除了撲鼻的馥郁外,還沉澱了一些上了鎖的心底話，等侯著酒精的釋放。愛一個人，有多難？堅定不屈，星光燦爛的感情世界，為什麼總不是常態? 真愛沒有條件? 最合適的配搭? 不會落空的承諾?人生匆匆，長路漫漫，在短暫又漫長的歲月裡，還要遇上多少個問號，才能看見幸福的彼岸?問題的答案像寒冬裡呼出的一口氣, 轉舜間消失在刺骨的低溫裡...在人性面前，愛情軟弱得像一棵嫩草，一點微風也可以吹動。

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我憑著信心領取 你豐盛的應許 世界也不能奪去 神美好的旨意我憑著信心領取 你恩典永不止息 看見美好應許成就 榮耀全都歸於你 我等後主我相信 你愛我永不放棄 世界也不能奪去 神美好的旨意我等後主我相信 你旨意高過我的 看見美好應許成就 我全心全意敬拜你即使還末看見應許成就, 榮耀也全都歸於你，因為你恩典已足夠...

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約書亞 在祢手中我願意將我全心交在祢手中 毫無保留 毫無保留 我願意將我全心交在祢手中毫無保留 毫無保留 生命中一切全是祢所賜給我 賞賜在祢 收取在於祢也許曾渴望擁有但祢要我慢慢學習 放手 在每一分鐘現在我已經不同 生命屬祢不屬於我 甘願 成為祢手中美好的工作~~~~~~不能放手,是因以為曾經擁有。但抓緊不屬於自己的東西,比失去更難受...放手,是把珍愛,痛惜的人或事，交在上帝手中，願衪的旨意成就。放棄,是在自己的旨意沒法成就的時候、把珍愛,痛惜的人或事，放在設法要遣忘的記憶裡，願它們盡快消失...

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分享和交流,歡笑和靜候,都是飯局的靈魂。很喜歡聆聽不同的故事和体會。 不同的背景和成長,往往在同一件事情上產生不同的看法和感受。就好像享用日式冷麵的醬汁,每一款式都有它獨特的回味。重要的是大家都願意敞開自己,真誠分享。交心的分享, 才是真味，那怕是甜酸苦辣，一起嘗，才能領會味如人生...至於如何"暈低"於飯局,就要請較一眾惹笑組員...

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以為明白了的事情, 卻又再一次挑戰自己的理性。在感覺與認知的迷宮中跌跌碰碰，出路遇上了牆壁，彎角轉上了盡頭。愛情，總在玩捉迷藏。一點聲音，半個身影，驚喜和失望震動著拉緊了的心弦。害怕受傷，害怕失落，害怕犯錯，害怕迷惘 ... 殘缺的愛，像穿了洞的風箏，任憑風有多大，也飛不起來...這才發現，主耶穌的愛，真的很偉大，很奇妙。沒有猶疑，沒有退縮，沒有懼怕。衪找著了我們，我們拒絕了，逃跑了，衪卻沒有放棄。衪一直在追尋著，在客西馬尼園找到了我們，在髑髏地找到了我們，在悲傷裡找到了我們，在絕路裡找到了我們。衪的愛，沒有止息...愛的風箏，翱翔在天邊的盡處，把每一個受傷的靈魂，帶到天父的懷抱裡...

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忘不了, 那一年 ...流著淚, 母親一面拭著, 一面看著令人不敢相信的新聞報道。低箸頭, 老師一臉茫然, 在寂靜的班房內上了歷史殘酷的一課。沉著氣, 我們走到街上, 用沉重的步伐試著走出這歷史的宿命...那一年, 有很多聲音,有很多畫面。它們靜悄悄地在我們記憶中守候,要等待這國殤的癒合...那一年, 彷彿回到了昨天...

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Take away from this Shake your SHAPE talk:1. Before we ask what purposes God has for us, ask who we are, what are so special about us2. To distinguish if a passion is from God, ask who is gonna be the hero, me? or God?3. To see if you are made/passionate for/about a particular service or activity, try to get involved in it as much as possible and see if you have the feeling of "唔做會死,越 Cheou 越有"4.

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So can only type it out ..你不要我成為最好才呼召我,你不要我完美無瑕才接納我,主耶穌我知道你已為我捨性命,我只要作合乎你心意的人,因你奇妙的愛，因你浩翰恩典,主,我永遠屬於你,依靠在你懷裡,照亮了我生命,哦神! 願你得大榮耀!I don't need to be the best to be accepted.I don't need to be perfect to be accepted.For I know, Jesus Christ, You laid down your life for me.I just need to be what you want me to be.Your wondrous love is mine. I praise Your grace divine!Forever, Lord I am Thine.Abiding on

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第一次聽就深深被觸動了，每一個音符都飄盪著無限感慨, 每一個思緒都被帶進回憶的歲月裡。曾經輕狂，曾經失落，很想留住的歲月,很想忘記的過去，種種滋味，縈繞心頭 ...水一般的少年風一般的歌夢一般的遐想從前的你和我手一揮就再見嘴一翹就笑腳一動就踏前從前的少年啊~ 漫天的迴響放眼看 歲月輕狂啊~ 歲月輕狂起風的日子流灑奔放細雨飄飄 心晴朗雲上去 雲上看雲上走一趟青春的黑夜挑燈流浪青春的愛情不回望不回想 不回答不回憶 不回眸反正也不回頭啊~ 漫天的迴響放眼看 歲月輕狂啊~ 歲月輕狂起風的日子流灑奔放細雨飄飄 心晴朗雲上去 雲上看雲上走一趟青春的黑夜挑燈流浪青春的愛情不回望不回想 不回答不回憶 不回眸回不了頭

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終於發現, 老油條已病入膏盲, 計有以下症狀:1. 以為得箸了, 以為站在前面, 以為知道很多, 卻與得力的源頭越來越遠, 當發現的時候, 已經遠遠在後。2. 心瞎了。看不見每個際遇背後神的恩手, 回想起來,實在信得太遲, 太笨 ...3. 心硬了。對每一個感動,都無動於衷4. 眼睛明亮了。用眼睛挑惕,比較,只看見外表, 只看重粉飾。5. 滿有愛心。一顆單單愛自己的心 - 美麗的籍口，不過是用來掩飾貪愛自己事實6. 應該愛的不去愛, 應該恨的不敢恨7. 以為了解自己, 卻慢慢成為了自己的陌生人苦口良藥,在苦澀中造物主讓老油條看見了真相...破碎了的老油條, 需要主的恩典,在廢墟中重新建造。一切 ... 彷彿重新開始。"下一站, 不知有多遠, 但窄路中抬頭仰望, 天空還是廣闊的" - NCAA決定實踐欣賞決定凡事交託決定放下自己決定學習謙卑決定不再猶豫決定跟隨耶穌決定去愛

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年僅十五歲的創作歌手-林恩德孩子的禱告詞/林恩德 曲/林恩德 編曲吉他/門田英司演唱/林恩德 專輯: 天使部落當我一個人獨處 你總是陪在我身旁當我傷心絕望無助 你恩典總為我守住 當沒有人聽我訴苦 你總是摟我的肩膀你說我的孩子 在我沒有難成的事 * 用你的恩典 扶持我的裡面好讓我站立在你潔白聖殿哦！主 求你垂聽我的呼求這就是孩子的禱告這就是我的禱告神啊, 當孩子在軟弱,錯失,痛悔中爬不起來時, 求你垂聽我的呼求, 扶持我的裡面, 好讓我能再站在你面前, 以你的應許, 拭乾我的眼淚。...

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閉上眼睛, 就能看見。

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病房裡彌漫箸一股陰沉的氣氛。呆滯的目光找不到希望的方向, 深沉的嘆息訴不盡生命的苦澀。每一秒鐘都是漫長的煎熬, 每一個夢都是沉痛的回憶。"笑聲留不住歡樂, 眼淚帶不走痛苦" (空谷的回音) 是這裡的寫照。第一個傾談、關心的對象是一位非常硬朗的伯伯。經歷過戰亂飢荒，生離死別, 吃過苦、也順了命。他對生命的控訴，對現實的奧惱，充斥於言語之間。信仰對他來說,只是一個空的口號。他的保障,信心和安全感,完全來自豐衣足食,身體健康,兒孫滿堂..."靠自己"是他人生的座右銘。早就對親情失去信心的他,很抗拒別人(或親人)的幫助。愛與被愛的付出和滿足, 是他沒有勇氣去觸及的。另一段印象很深的對話發生在X1病房4號床位。一位笑容可恭的伯伯很感謝我問的探訪。閒聊之間談到了親人,心情...這位半生以行文為生的伯伯一時悲從中來,半掩著臉,潸然淚下...掉下來的眼淚細說了他在親情中所受的傷害是如何的深切。

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"Lord, help me to not focus so much on discovering your will that I neglect to live your will through the way I love you and express that love to those around me" - Men Of Integrity.Net

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要有吸引人的雙唇，請說好意的話。 要有美麗的雙眼，請尋索他人的優點。 要有纖細的身材，請與飢民分享妳的食物。 要有亮麗的秀髮，請讓小孩每日觸摸妳的頭髮。 要有自信的態度，要學習妳不曾學過的東西。- 柯德莉夏萍

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台灣 - 這遙遠的名字!!一切準備就緒、卻只差了一點 ... 有一些阻隔, 不是航機,油輪可以越過的。國籍, 身份, 背景, 時機...把兩岸分隔的距離, 拉得很遠。簡單的期盼, 一下子掉進了失望的旋渦中...突然想起一部老片"滾滾紅塵"。大事代中的愛情故事 - 情感的起落,穿插於時代的波折中。那一份寡言的愛,卻竟然突破了這歷史的筑籬, 在遙遙歲月裡, 緊緊地把兩個各在彼岸的心繫在一起 ...唉,又響起"國境之南"...

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假期, 終於開始了。沒有期待中的興奮, 畢竟, 還是一個人的假期。或許應該讓封塵已久的人脈關係再現生機。生疏了的脈胳, 不能撐多久了...生命這掀不完的繪本,不翻過這一頁,是看不見下一頁的。 但下一頁, 卻未必想見...突然想多聽一點故事, 不同的人事,不同的際遇。眼淚,歡笑,相聚,相分... 對著鏡子太久了, 該是時侯把窗廉子打開, 讓生命說它要說的話。

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12樓天台看煙花奇特黑夜攝影專人示範制作花式燈籠法式美食...Tonite, we have a very special BSF gathering, no lectures, no questions and answers session, BSF becomes brothers and sisters fun gathering ... Frankly if tmr were a holiday we would have more fun lighting the lantern and hanging out on the roof for a wonderful MOON nite.Wow - my first Mid Autumn Festival in HK since 1999 !!! Can't wait for the pics to come through

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"我的存在不是偶然，我的存在是你主宰； 我的生命是你的期待，因我是你的真愛。"~ 标杆人生Really like the lyrics. It somehow echoes the ending of chapter 1 of the book we are reading "Run with the horses" -"It is unlikely, I think, that Jeremiah was spontaneous or quick in his reply to God's question. The ecstatic ideals for a new life had been splattered with the world's cynicism ... He weighed the options. He counted the cost. He tossed

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「這樣說來、愛就是謙遜地學習完完全全的接納對方，在接納中不斷發掘彼此的美麗，包容彼此的軟弱，光照彼此的幽暗，左掙扎中互相琢磨，醫冶，成長，這就是愛ｏ」 --- 情難捨 (霍王蓮)

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Juz had an interesting discussion with some friends about sex ... thought the following may give us some insights:"...而“做”出來的“愛”又迷惑了人，似乎在那短暫的過程中，寂寞者已接近天堂。於是“聰明人”肉体上了床，同時就把沉重、複雜的心靈渴望丟在床下──卻也就此和那因沉重而深厚、因等待而珍貴的愛情，擦肩而過了。""這個世界上，真正使人心滿足的是愛，人性最深的訴求也是愛。若沒有真正的愛，性便成為一個掉了底的盒子，那渴望把自己最寶貝的歡樂寄存在盒子裡面的人，最終會失望地發現所託非物。"--- 海外校園 > 第九十六期（2009-08） > 性自由的哀思

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竟然沒有心情發脾氣... 只想像貝殼般緊緊地把自己關起來...外面是風和日麗,是狂風暴雨, 也不想里會..."壞透頂" - 當透了頂以後, 原來是無頂的黑洞...

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第一次 chaw 墨魚的經驗很特別 --- 除了因為是下雨天,也是因為有機會跟一些第一次見面的朋友有一點交流ｏ幾位年輕人(male)在密雲的晚上竟然談到教會裡找不到女朋友的問題 (當時有一個衝動把他們送到Seattle ... 他們才會知道什麼是... )ｏ雖然最後因時間關係沒有很深入的討論, 但卻讓人想到在大燈下的墨魚群ｏ我想墨魚的世界是有點悲劇性ｏ吸引牠們的,不一定為牠們帶來好處ｏ以為找到了，卻是痛苦的開始ｏ在感情的世界裡, 單靠觸覺(對男人而言,可能只有視覺)的尋找,往往讓關係成為利鈞下的犧牲品...在每天下班的大巴上, 總會看到銅羅彎SOGO附近的墨魚群ｏ他們朝著誘人的光線在急速舞動 ... 有衝著金錢的,有衝著品牌的,有衝著享受的... 彷彿聽到聲音說:"很容易就 chaw 到!"

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大半年了, 生活的軌跡像高速火車上後退的畫面,來不及思想,沒餘暇細看... 給擠到邊上的思緒空間層疊著久未開封的生活點滴ｏ開始討厭緩慢的電梯,舖天蓋地的菲/印傭,和永遠在趕時間才亮起的紅燈... 還記得在微涼的季節，禮拜五晚上紅碪火車站附近行人天橋上用二胡奏的"啼笑姻緣" ... 當時停下了腳步,今天卻忽忽地走過... 友人問 am I getting closer to God? 一時惘然ｏ但感恩的事，實在很多ｏ在這裡的弟兄姊妹，也很有意思ｏ這是一個非一般的社會,締造出一個又一個非凡的故事... 生命，還是要煉出來.這一段,色彩斑爛,有一點目眩ｏ

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第一次參加這裡的祈禱會,感覺很特別ｏ大堂裡差不多有五百位以上的弟兄姊妹 - 我想應該是我所參與的祈禱會中最多人的一個ｏ當我在點算著人數時,發現 what impressed me is not the number of people, but the number of hearts that are so open to God and the number of souls that are so hungry for His presence. They are people who long for Him (not juz His blessings, but God himself). 當牧師邀請有感動的弟兄姊妹到台前禱告時, there are many b/s who walked up to the altar despite the fact that they

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這個blog 和最近的身體健康一樣 - 日久失修渴望有暑假,更渴望每天(而不時每半天) 八小時工作 ...部落格的空白,也許意味著很多錯落了觸覺,遣忘了的感動ｏ大半年的光境裡, 剩下疲累ｏDream job? yeah .... retired lor ...

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週五晚上, 新朋友心情有點恍然... 不想多說話. 在人潮車海中追追趕趕,終於在八時多到了紅碪附近一間教會. 這裡的特色是---作為新朋友,可以不必多說話.雖然在不大的房間裡面有很多弟兄姊妹, 但置身其中,新朋友只是一名安靜的觀眾,在舞臺上一個不起眼的角落,細閱一個一個陌生而殘碎的劇本. 這舞臺, 只屬於這裡的人. 觀眾的參與,只停留在視覺和聽覺上. 這裡的言談歡笑, 在新朋友心裡沒有留下什麼印像---畢竟,牆是兩面的,新朋友又可曾在這人堆中真實停留過？終於明白, 陌生, 到底是什麼一回事.聚會結束了, 當大家都忙箸收拾椅子, 聖經, 筆記, 投影, 紙張... 心靈的碎片,卻散落處處, 在清潔明澄的房間裡, 慢慢地褪色...週五晚上, 罔然的感覺充斥在商場大堂裡的每一個角落,無論走到那裡,這空盪盪的情緒,總是讓新朋友的步伐越走越慢. 對新朋友而言, 這裡的溫度,實在太低了...

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"我 知 道 　 神 一 切 所 作 的 、 都 必 永 存 、 無 所 增 添 、 無 所 減 少 ． 　 神 這 樣 行 、 是 要 人 在 他 面 前 存 敬 畏 的 心 。"Not knowing the future helps us to stand in awe before Him, and that we need to have faith ...

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"我地夫婦關係巳經熟稔到不能在外表上看出男女的分別 ..."此一劃時代的發展已引發社會各階層以及各友好的強烈迥響 - 在各界關注事態發展的同時, 誚密切留意本台"友話說"頻道 ...駐南丫島記者 周圍暢 報道

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Saturday, misty and rainy. I was on my way to a friend's place. Waiting to get off MTR at North point, I noticed this very cute little girl. She is about 1-2 yrs and she was sitting on the lap of her mom. Everything went well until all of a sudden her mom yelled and put her little girl away from her ... guess what, that little cute girl just peed on her mom ... while everyone tried to clean up

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Sounds like it is time to migrate to yet another blogging platform ... this is really sad - where are all my formatting???As many life lessons would have taught us: what you see is not what you get. Be ready for any surprises.

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...我的天堂　讓我充滿讚美　我的天堂　只要演好自己　我的天堂　相信奇蹟　我的天堂　為別人捨命　我的天堂　再沒流淚哭泣　我的天堂　處處充滿愛慕　我的天堂　給我幸福　平安喜樂　在我的天堂....- 我的天堂(讚美之泉敬拜讚美專輯13 曲:游智婷 詞:曹立德)

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Got this book today ... Skimming through the book, I like the fact that there is a "golden nugget" at the beginning of each chapter. Here is one of those:"Nothing makes us so lonely as our secrets" by Paul TournierIt should be a very meaningful journey reading this book ...

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This trip is an eye-opener for me in many areas. I didn't expect this trip to be so different from that of last year. It changed the way I look at people, it changed the way I look the impacts of this earthquake, it changed the way I think Chinese people should be helped and counseled, it gave me a new understanding of Chinese home church and field workers, it unveiled many beautiful and nasty

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Interestingly the only home visit I did during the trip wasn't in 板房. We started off by walking around in the 板房 area and just greet everyone we met on the way and we invited them to the Christmas program. We met an elderly lady who basically can only speak SiChuan 話. Her grandchild is so cute but there is always 兩行 yellowish 鼻水 from her nose. After chatting for a while she invited us to her home

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We went on hiking to some villages up in the mountain on the boxing day and we hoped to distribute some packaged gifts to the villagers. It was a very nice day and most of us wore too much. One of our member wore 3 pants and 5 layers of clothes!! My bad I did expect a very cold day and told my roommate to prepare for a skiing weather. It turned out to be sunny and dry. This was the first time I

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I was lucky enough to be assigned to lead singspiration during the Christmas eve event. Leading singspiration doesn't seem to be a big deal and I thought it is just a piece of cake. However God had a lesson for me. It turned out to be one of the most challenging singspiration I'd ever done. First of all we need to type the songs out so people can see it on the screen. Thank God we have Kristy who

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There is a noodle store (刀削麵) close by to where we stayed. On one day when we were having lunch with the field workers, there came a little boy and his father, sitting just behind us. The father was yelling SiChuan dialogue and the boy, with his head down, was standing there and his body shaking in the cold. Obviously the father is blaming the boy ... For some reasons the boy only wore a sweater

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On the second day of our arrival we had a chance to go to "陳家B" - a village that was devastated by the earthquake. We went to a supermarket the day before and thought that we could buy some oil for the villagers. It turned out to be a non trivial task for the team and teacher L. The reason is very simple. With the plan to buy over hundred bottles of oil, we practically empty the oil stock of that

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Without 人 it is meaningless from the very beginning, so let me recall some of the people I met during this trip that provokes some thoughts in many different ways.1. Teacher L was the first local field workers that we met in our trip. While eating刀削 Noodle around the corner of the inn we stayed (for 7 days), I was lucky enough to learn how he came from 河南 to SiChuan and his stories of getting

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Finally after rounds of editing, here comes my thoughts about my STST 2008. Other team members already shared their stories many of the trip details so I won't repeat the details like where we stayed, what did we eat etc. Instead I focused more on what impacts this trip had for me. Since this is blog is public, I intentionally modified some names for security purpose.To give those who have never

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http://www.gospelherald.com.hk/news/chi_113.htm

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"Churches are not hotels for saints but hospitals for sinners." - Upper Room Devotional

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手寫板確係有Ｄ慢...

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Again channel 20 ... This is a story about a woman from netherland. She is called to a remote area - Mongolia. I was surprised by those horses running around and people wearing traditional ethnic clothes (they still follow the traditions closely). And she is the only missionary serving there among many villages. It has been difficult for her to meet all the needs. And those new Christians keep

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Now that the visit to SiChuan earthquake zone is over, it suddenly occurred to me that what a meaningful and amazing thing it is to have this trip to happen at the end of 2008 - a year full of surprises, unknowns, laughter, tears and prayers. Frankly I started to miss the villages, the field workers, the kids, my teammates ... and other brothers and sisters we met in the trip. I will share some

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Mist or pollution?What happened? It is almost 4+ months without writing anything in this super clean and unorganized blog!! For those who have been reading (any?) you probably know I finally stepped out of the big comfort secure safe care-free cash tanker and for a month or two I was in the sea of unemployment and financial turmoil. While trying to keep my head out of the water I finally got to

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After all these years in US, finally it all comes to an end. Upon an email to decline the SZ offer and an official last day in MS, I am practically out of this big and famous ship - and in a wild roaring sea.This is a big relief - after going through all the struggles and so many emotional battles, finally future is more certain ... about its nature of uncertainty. Now I am very certain about my

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God spoke out loud in today's sermon! A brief summary: "Be still, and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth." Psalm 46:10-11 Waiting is an act of obedience. God is at work when we are waiting. The waiting room of life is the place where faith is born, obedience is grown and life is perfected. Whether we are waiting for a career

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12 years already!!! Thank you Eddy for reminding us ... I still remember how expensive McDonald is in Swiss. And all the instant noodles that 恩公 gave us (Frankly instant noodles are still a major part of my diet as of today :=P) and I got back my passport and wallet from a korean after leaving them in the tiolet on the "bullet train" in France (and we were playing Uno ...) !!! Still remember

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There are still survivors even after more than a week!! He is indeed our refuge and salvation, pray that there will be more miracles and these lives need not enter the eternal darkness, He is the one who heals and gives lives, He is able, He is faithful!耶 和 華 阿 、 我 聽 見 你 的 名 聲 、 就 懼 怕 。 耶 和 華 阿 、 求 你 在 這 些 年 間 復 興 你 的 作 為 、 在 這 些 年 間 顯 明 出 來 、 在 發 怒 的 時 候 、 以 憐 憫 為 念 。

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"A nurse holding a general's written order begs soldiers to rescue surviving children still buried in the ruins of another nearby school in the old city district near a mountain at the earthquake-hit Beichuan county, Sichuan province, May 15, 2008. The soldiers are not under the command of the general, whose written order reads: 'Please arrange for rescue operations at this school as quickly as

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http://www.edzx.com/Article/Class12/Class14/200805/16241.htmlAmen!!

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"Li XX, 10, screams after her left leg was amputated to rescue her from the ruins of a collapsed building at Miaoba primary school in earthquake-hit Beichuan county, about 99 miles northeast of the epicenter at Wenchuan county, Sichuan Province, May 15, 2008"Lord, please have mercy on this place, show your kindness and grace and miracles, you are the God who creates and destroys, you gives and

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I would probably never stay watching this episode in the Hallmark channel if we still have the basic comcast plan (instead of what we have now - the limited basic - so we only have a few channels to worry about). It isn't a very "hollywood" movie but it is simple and meaningful and some of the lines are quite inspiring ... like some plain chicken soup without MSG.I only watched second half of the

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Hard to describe how it feels to have gone to bed before 2am first time ever since last week. Crazy schedule, tax, IVs, tests ... serious shortage of sleep really slows down my responses to the outside world - email, phone, IM, news ... But glad that finally there is a break (but next week ... who knows) and I can sleeeeeeeeep lor!!!I love my bed, my dreams, and the time that I don't need to

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晚上,下雪了。片片的雪花,灑落在微黃的燈光下 , 像不斷隨落的星空 ,很美麗,很祥和。關了燈,看箸白色的屋頂,枯枝上結滿的雪花,感覺像在童話世界中。聽箸"永遠尊貴" - 我獻上感謝 ... 沒有想到在三月底的黑夜中,可以在下雪的晚上敬拜他… 完全的降服 ,完全的藏身在生命的源頭… 突然覺得永恆很接近...盼望這一刻不會完結…"充滿我,潔淨我 ,在你寶座前有生命水湧流 ,更新醫治我"

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自從"華人之光" ( 一種在這 裡非常流行的企燈)不再照亮後, 房間裡就只剩下衣廚裡的白光燈… 每次晚上工作時, 都好像回到七十年代粵語長片中,白燕與張抹柔在板間房中車衣 ( 男的通常在爬格子 ,然後咳 到噴血… )的情節… 老土的橋段,卻是活生生的寫照...我現在還不是在幽暗的光線下 “趕貨" 嗎?每次習慣性地推動企燈的開關, 然後發現還是一片柒黑的感覺, 就好像在提醒自己 - it won't last forever ...燈光有明滅,故事也有轉折。下一章,不知如何開始…

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無話可説。

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“…我就像 一個快要窒息的人, 活在狹小封閉的空間裡。世界原本廣闊, 我卻無法觸摸。" -小雪一篇非常流 暢的文章 。 從文字而來 的震撼,久久揮之不去 。 在中國這遼闊的國度裡 ,還有多少 這讓的故事 ?還有多少無奈的情節,悲慘的結局? 作者很蒙恩 最後離開了那個謊繆 的牢籠, 但我想實在還有很多類似的故事, 在每天上演箸, 誰為他們編寫美好的結局?" ... 上帝也在尋找、拯救這些人…" -小雪

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Q. 對基督徒來說,是什麼 醬令食物最滋味?很有趣的問題,在千奇百怪的答案中,最感特別的是這一 個:“那美好的仗"當然,“得勝的仗" 也不錯…

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I have to say I really hate this touchpad ... from Dell inspiron ... it is as insensitive as a piece of "bull skin"Will never go for Dell again ... never ....

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Can you imagine how hard it is to put together slides, sound track and video clips together in MS Movie Maker? The hardest part is to time the slides and when the slides and clips are done the sound track could be completely off ... That is exactly what happened when I put together RM slides and clips ... I totally forgot to time the song (" 若你能看見") ... so chances are either the lyrics or the

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終於有點時間 可以從記憶的倉庫中 , 記下這一 部份的回憶, 希望 日後回看時,會多一 點印象...第一印象灰色城市: 從天色到汽車 的顏色 ,都是灰暗和佈滿灰塵 , 憂悶 的情況絕對比西雅圖更甚... 唯一 不 同的是這裡 is full of people, almost everywhere you can see a lot of them. 若不是我看錯的話 , 花草樹木, 大廈天橋, 也有一點灰 ...方言: 重慶話有點象普通話 跟廣東話結合,能聽懂一點點 。 發現他們不太喜歡說普通話 ... 正如我們一樣 ,在可以選擇的情況下 ,是會說廣東話的.自由萬歲: 或許和 中國的 其他地方 一樣 在這裡行人和開車的都很自由 。坐在來接我們到酒店 的小型客貨 車上的 前座 ,很經 歷到“平安, 唯獨主可賞賜 "的意義 。因為有交通封鎖 的情況 ,司 機需 要即 時問 路, 查詢 ,所

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兩個星期的時間, 很快便溜走了, 回想 ...到底在這城市留下了甚麼, 又帶走了些甚麼? 人與人的相遇, 可以很淡泊單調, 也可以很瑰麗精彩, 這兩週相遇的痕跡, 到底又有怎麼意義 ? 12 月18 日 - 陰天氣很涼, 雖然盲校座落在高樓 之中,但 氣溫 還是那樣低。像這裡的天色 一樣, 這個城市總給人一種愁眉不展的感覺。今天是 第一天在這裡授課,心情有點緊張…社會科, 到底跟我們希望小朋友知道的九種屬靈果子有什麼關係?但第一個跟學生碰面的機會是彩虹茶市(Rainbow Cafe)。三十多位全盲或半盲的學生就在我們面前。正 如一 般小朋友一 樣, 他們也很愛說話, 表達(嘗試) 自己 ,爭取 attention, 也有一些 非常安靜 ,怕羞,很不起眼 …我們 問了一些問題, 說了一些故事,對他們多了一些認 識。 最令人驚 呀的是一些問 題的 答案,例 如“ 說謊可不可 以", 有一

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轉瞬間回來西雅圖快兩週了,一 切都沒有多大的 改變 ,還是熟識的環境 ,陌生的地方。 在這清冷的 角落生活, 時間好像凝固了一樣, 有點覺得在重慶和香港的幾個禮拜是一個夢。一個星球竟然有兩個如此不同的地方和人事。 在整理短宣分享的過程中, 發現很多幾乎遺忘了的片段, 原來對自己 有很大的意義。也可能是這原固,分享的文章老是不能結尾… 還有相片的整理 …我想這是一個大項目…

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It is stunning, terrifying, ... and amazing ... that this library is always so busy - whether it is Sunday, Monday ... I am just looking for a seat/table to work from my laptop - but after over 15 mins of walking around and around, I have to admit that as many other places in Hk, you have to wait patiently. And be prepared for bizarre instances like what this elderly behind me just did ... she

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While I am writing this, I am actually sitting in the training room in CBC (the last training session before we head off to China), listening to Bosco's sharing about his (and his wife) decision to quit his job in MS and move to HK - a response to God's calling to serve the underprivileged in China. And it is snowing outside!!! Today is really special, first Judy shared about her love and support

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Looking back, really wonder how did I spend my weekend which is supposed to be the most "relaxed" in recent months ...Friday nite - fellowship ... finally got some time ... but as usual, it is not about time ...10:xxpm - went back home and got an email from a friend about " 愛得太遲" by Leo Ku, decided to watch the YouTube drama ... my calendar is open on Sat, so I was very relaxed ...12:xxpm -

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本來不想寫,但還是希望記下這段期間的生活 寫照... " 忙" 某一個 weekday ... Woke up at 9:15 am "Dude!!! what, already 9xx!! @#$@%^&*!@#$" rushed to bathroom and started the day with "reorganizing" my faces ... Came to work at 10xx am ... tons of work, tons of emails, and what was supposed to work didn't, and who came up with the idea that a test topology can only be held on for a month? ... Tshooted for the whole lunch +

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忙到死…點算 !? 已經很久沒有看事時新聞…世界怎麼了?追追趕趕,分秒還是這樣溜走。入睡前,想起這首歌…請問時間作詞：葉薇心　作曲：杜夢豫　編曲：陳揚年紀小的時候，時間總是趕不上我，我等呀等呀等呀，它總在後面慢慢地跟。漸漸長大以後，時間開始對我認真，我拼呀拼呀拼呀，我們倆有時輸嬴不分。再過幾年以後，時間跑在我的前頭，我追呀追呀追呀，它卻在前面頭也不回。時間！時間！等等我，我有話要說，噢！有話要說，請你請你告訴我，人生應當怎麼過？

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没有帶什麼期望進入會場,也沒有去年的與奮心情,心想應該和以往一樣吧?熟識的節拍, 專業的伴樂 ,動人的歌聲… 一切似曾相識。牧師的語氣和聲調 ,是標準的 HK style. 信息的內容也非常港式,如果不是最近多聽“港" 東話,也差點 不能招架… 但就在這樣彷彿很平凡,通俗的的四十五鐘內,一個又一個不平凡,有血有淚的見證,感動箸在場每一個被基督得箸的心…最令自己感動的,是一個相愛的故事。女主角患有先天性糖尿病,隨時有失明的危險。男主角沒有介意 , 看生命裡面的價值更高 。拍拖三年,女主角真的瞎了,但弟兄沒有放棄,繼續拍了四年、到第七年向姊妹求婚 。 姊妹拒絕了,不想連累弟兄… 弟兄再嘗試, 結果一樣。 如果故事就這樣結束 ,基督的愛就算不得什麼了… 弟兄沒有放棄, 最後求了七次婚(令我想起以利亞求雨) !!姊妹終於應承 … 這樣“無條件, 沒理由"的人倫關係,不是每一個 人都能領會的…

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今日識唔識呢…如果番公司發夢…不如識左算啦…但正要 send out sick oof 時,發現同事已經快人一步,識 leave 收到!我想我還是不適而 Sick leave lor ... 但每一個清晨在與睡魔掙扎時,腦海中還是會在 Sick 與 適 之間徘徊 ... Sick 即是 Home, Home 即是 Sick ... Sick leave 也是 work from home 的一種。老板會明白嗎?太累了,睡吧!

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So this is my first time at Ginza, Bellevue. Though I lived for a month in the apartment just across the street when I first came to Seattle but I didn't get a chance to check this out ... a Japanese restaurant owned by some chinese guys.The setting is very Japanese indeed, with Japanese chefs and Japanese waitress ... though later on we found that one of the "Japanese looking" guy actually

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"... We met a blind boy in Chongqing who stopped pursuing his dream of being a coach because people told him that it is impossible.We met a blind girl in Chongqing who did not dare to dream of anything beyond working in a blind school ..." - RM Newsletter Aug 07對我們(或許只是我)這些看得見的人來說; 夢想 - 又可曾飛翔過?他們的夢想,可能被隱沒在看不見的黑暗中,我們的夢想,卻埋葬在生活的壓力下,現實的冷酷中…可幸還是認識一些朋友,可以昂然乘箸夢想的翅膀, 飛到理想的彼岸…朋友們,加油!

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時間: 八月 十八日 晴 地點: Mt Rainier Cougar Camp Site 早上起來時發現用牛仔褲和 Ski Jacket 砌成的睡枕已變成一推亂放的壓縮衣物,睡袋 扭作一團 ... 頭髮…不說也吧…早率用過早餐後 便啟程往此行起點---Paradise. 遠遠已可清晰看到Mt Rainier 的項峰,雖然有一 層薄薄的輕紗蓋著, 但仍不減此山 的威嚴…" 我要向山舉目, 我的幫助從何而來..." --- 今天能到達萬多 尺高的 Camp Muir 嗎?正如所有團體的行 程一樣, 出發前總要擾讓 一番。 由拍照留念到 電話測試,終於到能起程已經是四十分鐘後的事… 接下來的十二個小 時可能是我們人生中未必能再次經歷的嚴峻考驗…起步時天朗氣清 鳥語花香,還有鹿兒在旁吃草…一切像在“paradise" 一樣。 約個多時後 抵達 camp muir trail 的入口 ...

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The 12 hours hike is no kidding ... today (Monday), two days after, I am still so tired ... and did a lot of stupid things - forget to turn off lights, left my badge at home, trying to wash veggies that are already cooked, putting an empty cup into the microwave ...I am walking like a penguin now ... but surprisingly it is not too bad when compared doing a 4-5 miles run ...Anyway my mattress is

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如若你能看見藍天 能望到千朵白雲隨風轉願你不忘記感謝神 能看見絕未必然如若你能聽到潮聲 能聽見千萬狂濤飛濺願你不忘記感謝神 能聽見乃主恩典環顧世上不知幾多眼睛 連自己雙手亦無從一見若你抬頭仍舊見藍天 請緊記凝望多遍環顧世上數不清的耳朵 連父親聲音亦從未聽見若你偶然緩步至岸邊 請多聽潮浪一遍

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到底我們的得救是 預定(出名的預定論),還是自由意志決定了我 們永恆的命運? 今天中神的課( 加爾文與福音信仰) 很特 別,觸及一些歷世歷代都未有解決的問題 ... 會後順道問了講師到底從加爾文到現在是否在這個問題上有些確定的答案… 李博士話:應該無 我: Huh?! 李博士:如果所有 這些問題都得到答 案,神學就再沒有 義意了…因為我們 已如同神了…(大概意思) 我:哦… ( 我除了提供天氣先生式的答案 ,實在不知怎樣 回應…) 正如人生一樣, 面對許多沒有或末有答案的問題,除了窮一生之力, 費盡心思熱情,在 自己有限的智慧裡 為永恆的答案建造框架外 ,其實還可以退一步, 放眼當下, 回應一些 只有我們才能回答的問題… 能遇見現在, 才知道預見將來的意義 ... 我想應該是時候熱切期待 "Boundaries in theology" 了 ...

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彩虹工程短期服務隊第一次召集!!!I was so impressed by how organized they are and by just knowing what they are trying to accomplish in the following months I am sure this trip is going to be a very different one from those I went before. A dedicated prayer partner, a small study group metting twice a month, monthly training gathering/retreat ... this is by far the most well planned and "quality" focused mission

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正在決定應定何時的機票 ... 又想到要考慮申請回鄉證所需時間…就在這千鈞一發之際…竟然收到毋親的電話,原來“它"一直是在阿 ma 的櫃桶底,被很多東西蓋著了 ... 感謝神, 禱告蒙應允了!!! 可以短宣了 :) !神很幽默, 回鄉證的到期日剛好是 08 年年頭一月五日!! 短宣回來後可以續證了!真是美好的印證! 多謝你,天父!

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的確,意然又是同一首詩歌!回美後第一個主日,就出現這首在香港銅福堂時很讓我感動的詩歌。音樂嚮起的時候,心裡有一種很特別的感覺,真的無論在香港,在美國,在什麼時候,祂都在我們生命中坐箸為王…基本上,我都不需要看歌詞了,低頭默想,難道在不久的將來神要我經歷一些很“不平凡”的洪水?所以多次多番的籍詩歌提醒我?我是否有這樣的勇氣和信心,繼續宣告祂是王,並深信背後的意義? 其實洪水可怕,生命的軟弱更可怕,小信,自私,貪心,沮喪…不算是洪水都可以算是 漏水 ...如果第三次聽到的話…

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到達西雅圖後一個很深刻的体會…(現在才出街,因為病了一個禮拜)話說抵達 Seattle downtown 時正想撥電話聯絡之前約好的弟兄來 pick me up ... 但好境不常,晴天pig leg ... 手機無電! 所有電話號碼都在電話裡面…點算呢? 又沒有帶差電器…站在 Seattle Center 良久,除了看看路人是否在用同一型號手機外,竟然想不出任何法子…這個時候腦海中閃個很多意念,從責備自己太不小心,到打的到底要多少錢,從奇望突然有車來接送,到為什麼神會容許這種事…奇怪得很,明明"吾關神事" 但往往卻又要找一個對象來宣泄心中的情緒…很多人會問:點解不坐巴士…其實這已經是我第一個想法,但帶箸行李,走幾個 blocks, 仲吾知係吾係上對車 (終於發現香港的巴士捧得很!)…後果可能更嚴重…其實當日天氣很好, Seattle Center 遊人滿佈,仿似人間樂土 ...

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一番黎就病 ...真係慘! 在與時差和病魔搏鬥之際,突然想起神吩咐以西結籍向左側臥三百九十日,向右側臥四十日,以承擔以色列和猶大家的罪... 真不容易!!! 矣,不知今次要臥多久? (應該不是為罪的原故吧!)

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Finally time to say goodbye to friends and family. It has been a hectic 1.7 week and as my dear friend suggested it felt like a month or more because there have been so many happenings ... Thanks to all who had made so many impacts in my life during this period (you might not have known that) - thanks to my family (they are always so positive), thanks Andrew for your super great French cruisine,

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This is my first time to have a Sunday worship on Saturday. I am very impressed by how lively and (maybe) spontaneous the worship was. It is not very common to see christians in HK to be so involved in singing, praying, clapping their hands and be emotionally expressive ... and the music was real good. But most importantly, God did speak to me through this song ... when I am so confused,

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“It’s only with one’s heart that one can see clearly. What is essential is invisible to the eye.” 　　Then he understood，it was the time he spent on his flower which made his flower so important. - Little PrinceHow does this sound - spend 2 weeks with some vision impaired kids in China? They don't have a chance to see how good you look like, how well you dress, your facial expressions, or gestures

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六月二十三日 陰晴不定今天上班的時候突然發現2007年6月23日就只有這一天,特別的地方是明天無論如何相似,我的今天只能活一次。今年的6月23日永遠不會再回來,我也只有一次機會可以活好今天...回家路上,覺得今天的晚霞,好像比平日漂亮 ...

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“渴望在路的盡頭,會出現奇蹟的轉彎,在面對無定的前方,有超越平凡的剛強..." (Mandarin please)----- 在我們的生命中,可有這樣的神跡?很美的詩歌!感謝主!回港時一定要把它買下來!

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大失敗!第一次發現自己做的菜真的很難食!蕃茄雞柳完全沒有味道,青瓜炒豬肉又半生熟(瓜),所以決定更改名號…好難啃!!!其實是因為燒菜的時候眼睛只顧盯著NBA球賽... 活該...

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但聚會的感覺是-到底主耶穌在嗎?還是我們只在 he he ha ha ... 在一天繁忙疲累的工作後爭取時間舒展身心?或許是我們在固有的模式下忘了誰是主角?到底是因為時間的錯置,還是形式的單調?是參加者的無心,還是帶領者的乏味?以致空氣中還彌漫著冷飯和罐頭的味道?人老了,不想磋砣歲月,也實在沒有本錢,想起上帝的一問:“你在這裡做什麼?" 當跑的路 、當守的道,當打的仗...何烈山路途遙遠,但回頭一看,最不想見到的是自己在原地轉圈。更可怕的是-不少人也正在原地踏步,久久走不出困局...相聚,沒有相交;喧鬧,加添冷淡...聚會,在不知不覺間,可能已經停止了...

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一本很有意思的書,從沒想到(或很少想到)在我們的人生中,我們常常有意無意中,以主角的身份,來飾演我們的角色, 但原來主角不是我們,我們其實是配角(或特約演員罷了)。主角是誰?如果你還未找到,就要加油了,努力! (身邊的基督徒可以幫到你)都是曾xx那一句:"我會活好每分鐘" !!

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神的確很奇妙,籍 著主日學的預備,神彷彿在親自對我說話 ..."我 的 心 哪 、 你 為 何 憂 悶 、 為 何 在 我 裡 面 煩 躁 ． 應 當 仰 望 　 神 ． 因 他 笑 臉 幫 助 我 、 我 還 要 稱 讚 他 。"以為在幫助學員明日神的話,但原來預備的才料,正是自己生命的寫照..."榮幸身為神見證中的一個”-- 團契遊樂園 --"路邊的一課"

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"人不能活在過去、活在歷史裡，總要拾起行裝，繼續上路那美好的仗，我還沒有打勝；該跑的路，我仍沒有跑完"...很有同感 ...球賽,只打了上半場 …

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