Finally

After all these years in US, finally it all comes to an end. Upon an email to decline the SZ offer and an official last day in MS, I am practically out of this big and famous ship - and in a wild roaring sea.

This is a big relief - after going through all the struggles and so many emotional battles, finally future is more certain ... about its nature of uncertainty. Now I am very certain about my next few months - that I will be faced with more uncertainties. I don't remember if I'd done something like this before. I have been making decisions in a very careful and safe way from this world's perspective. I don't know if this is a wise decision but I know life is more than a job and a comfortable environment. God has been faithful and merciful to me during all these years when I am away from my family, living in a foreign country, speaking with heavy accent, getting along with chinese from all around the world. I believe His faithfulness doesn't change. And hopefully this is going to be a new faith story. Less of me, more of God. Seek His kingdom first and let His will be done instead of my personal agenda be observed.

With this mindset, I hope to see a bigger sky that I'd never seen. I hope to see a bigger God, a more powerful grace/love/peace giver that I'd never experienced. And hopefully I will be empowered to do the right thing, love mercy, and walk humbly with God. To mean what I say and say what I mean. To really walk my talk, and be a man of integrity!